21:55

i am the queen of dschool.

so much drama in the course of one night!

...the doors are thrown open at an ungodly hour at my one command (and some wimpering and pouting and general appearance of helplessness on my part, those poor chowkidars always think i'm up to no good). the generator leaps into action at the snap of my finger. i am here, all alone, in the dead of night... and it is all mine. i'm tempted to laugh one of those evil laughs.. the loud and throaty kinds.. straight from the belly. this would be the best possible time.. there's no one around to hear

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7:14

i woke up today and made a bold and beautiful decision. swallowed procrastination whole and finally got around to thinking...

and i felt beautiful all day. what a crazy day it's been.

i must be really fortunate to be able to make potentially suicidal decisions. to bully myself into believing that its the right one.

i'm half asleep and barely coherent even to myself

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23:54

we just got done dancing with our own shadows. pooch is drunk. drunk pooch just read me the paper. now drunk pooch is telling me how alcohol is the best thing ever invented. pooch is going back to bombay tomorrow and i hate that. i hate that everyone is going home soon...

i hate that i got caught up with work and missed christmas carolling...

now we've both lapsed into helpless delirium..

no i'm not drunk... just sleepy

i love drunk people.. they laugh at anything